~Semester Break~

Sem break are coming soon...for all students, it's a gd things bt 4 me...it's nt gd!! 6 more days LLG wil b bac to hometown le...n wil b bac for 2 months jz cum bac to kch!!haiz...sem break ar sem break~y sem break so long ha?i hate sem break~~wuwa ararark~ ppl sure wil tot im a weird person bt im nt la coz i need to work for free from morning til evening yea...hw can i don hate long sem break leh?n nw planning looking for part time job for tis long sem break at nite~tat's mean i wil work for whole day!!Bt it's gd o~if i no working at nite so wat can i do at home leh?even tot at home oso waste time to playing game o waste my time to think about something bad o act stupiak so y nt utilize my time leh?nw i thinking, mayb it wil drive me v tire bt i think the feel after working wil b gd de~so gambatek for myself~n oso for all of my frens~i want my sem break b MEANINGFUL!

流泪是因为心痛

昨夜又再次发生了我们都不喜欢的坏气氛，我努力想让你了解女生最需要的是心灵上的呵护与关心...
尤其是在受到伤害的时候...但我好像无法让你了解到反而还伤了你让你难过...
当你从抱着我翻到自己躺，从抱着我的手放到自己的脸上，
我的心又狠狠的被敲了一下...
当我看到你那难过，不懂该怎么让我心情平复的表情，我知道你有点累了
我的心开始慌了...
我害怕我们的感情会越来越糟...
我害怕我们会离对方越来越远...
我害怕一切的一切...
我忍住眼泪一直告诉自己别再掉泪，
不想再在你面前掉泪，因为我怕你会觉得我很烦每次只会哭
我怕以后当我在掉泪时...你不再安慰我不再哄我...
可是...当我听到你说别再留下来时...
眼泪还是忍不住了...这一次真的崩溃的哭了...



我知道你希望我伤口快点痊愈才会做那决定
我知道你不想我们在受到伤害才做出那决定
我又再次在你面前哭了 ...我真的很没用...一直叫自己忍住，却·忍不到最后一秒钟...
看到我蹦哭的你又紧张我了，我真的很开心也很安慰当我看到你还可以那麽紧张我...
我..一直放在心里的话与要求终于说出了口...


一直要求你体谅我
一直要求你再更多关心我
一直要求你多陪伴我
一直只会要求你的我
这样会不会太奢侈了...？

你想都不想的通通都答应了我...看着一直安慰我一直抱着我的你，真的觉得我是个幸福得人...
最后的几滴眼泪不是因为伤心而流，而是因为幸福开心而流...
幸福，是因为有你无时无刻的在我身边
开心，是因为我感觉到幸福的存在...^^

老公，宝贝真的真的很爱你~

~Movie Day~

last nite i went to spring for dinner wif my dady n mumy~
wat i so suprise was,this suggestion was come from my dady's mouth~!
wa...1st time heard him suggest to went thr leh...
after tat, i suggest to watched movie after dinner~
tis reli a stupid decided...==

noe y?
bcoz we finished dinner around 845pm
n my mumy wanna to watch "whr r ghost"!
n i had been watched b4!!
n d movie was stared from 1030!!
walao yea....==
n b4 the movie started i ord felt slply!
wanna pengsan ...

bt, i ord long time didn watched movie wif my family member le,
the las time i watched movie wif family was im studying in primary sch,
haiz~long time ago le~
nw im getting old le~
haiz~

n the most funny things was,
when the movie was started,
i oso started fal in slpt!!
until the end of the movie!!
hahahaha~

reli waste money~
y want made tat stupiak decision ha?
waste money waste my slping time
n inside the hall v cold nei!!!
v cold n v slply~
hw pity de me...TmT

even tot like tat,im oso v happy...^^
hope nex time can go to thr watch movie again wif whole family members~

...爱情是罪恶的...

爱情是罪恶的...
用甜蜜，开心当诱饵来引诱两个受伤的人...
痛苦是甜蜜的附加品...
如何都分不开...
两人在一起时有多甜蜜，多开心
随着来的痛苦却是甜蜜的几倍...
一直以为你是最爱我的...
一直以为我在你心中是占最大位置的...
一直以为我对你是最重要的...
一直以为你不会再想她...
一直以为.....
但现实是残酷的...
她...还是住在你心里...
她天真无邪的笑容...
她可爱的睡脸...
她可爱的声音....
可爱的动作...
全都牢牢的刻在你心里...
我应该永远都比不上她吧...
在你心里,是否也有我的笑容
我的睡脸，声音，动作呢....？
就算有也应该比不上她吧...哈哈...
每当我想起你写给她的一点一滴,
你的每一个字每一句话
都形成一把把刀狠狠的刺在我心里
血一滴滴的滴下
无论怎么按住伤口
伤口都一直痊愈不了
心好空...
心好痛...