Never Give Up!!!

A Bad news, Siloso beach resort sentosa did not accept us as trainee. It make me omos give up to go to Singapore when i received the email. However, my fren, who from china, did not give up even tot gt refused and our officer Ms N ( jz put the 1st letter) kept told him tat it is not easy for China to get thr for training to persuade him train over here . He is very persist n said tat "i wanna try even it is hard". In fact, i admit i reli want give up n choose Hilton kuching as Ms N told me singapore hotel only accept face to face interview.Which mean i have to pay for my own flight ticket to go thr interview n come back again. =m= em....it made me think twice,,So, when i saw he, a china guy, which more difficult to gt into Singapore compare with Malaysian, i felt tat i should not give up. Now, we try to apply the other hotel, One Fullerton Hotel, i think is 5 stars hotel...?Mayb i oso not so sure. Pray for lord.=3 tis is wat i only can do while waiting..hope everything will go smoothly as i wish...Gambatek my frens and me too~!!!

Singapore Vs Kuching

2year n 4 months,my college life is going to finish..i will say bye bye to u college.The next step of my life will be enter to training industry. And nw,the problem annoying me is coming. The place im going to training, whr will it be? SINGAPORE or KUCHING? previously Kch did not provided salary for trainee, nw have a good news tat Hilton kch looking for customer service agent and they will pay the salary n will consider it as ur training too, hw good is it.So nw I reli hv no idea whr to go.The most important person for me n my family at kch of coz i do not want to leave kch..but, tis training wil influence my future...the decision i make will make my future way different...Singapore,a place i desire to go for training before.I asked every semester jz hope tat singapore accept trainee,n luckily, tis semester my hope was come true thx lord..bside thx for lord i oso need to thx for d other person,the person most important for me,Mr.L..bcoz of him i decided to go to Singapore without hesitate..if he didnt told me the truth about u tat day i think 90% i wont go Singapore..anywhere,nw i feel want to go singapore is omos 100%. I hope Singapore hotel will provide accommodation as well as salary n meals...Hope it wll come true...hope tis time, i can face my fear of take flight...or i will be stay at Kch again..>m<

INSOMNIA AGAIN

at tis moment i dono how to describe my feeling...a bit sadness,moody,blur or wat???not really can find out wat actually my feeling right nw...insomnia find me again..i cant fall sleep...all the hurt memories keep replaying and replaying in my mind when closing my eyes and my tears kept dropping when recall it..i tried hard to stop it but i cant...few weeks ord..i still cant escape from wat u told me..please...go away from my mind....PLEASE.....